ME AND MY LIFE

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A silent love - Can love be the language for a person who cannot speak? A sweet story about how love overcomes everything ultimately

From the very Begining, the girl’s family objected strongly on her dating this guy. Saying that it has got to do with family background & that the girl will have to suffer for the rest of her life if she were to be with him.

Due to family’s pressure, the couple quarrel very often. Though the girl love the guy deeply, but she always ask him: “How deep is your love for me?”

As the guy is not good with his words, this often cause the girl to be very upset. With that & the family’s pressure, the girl often vent her anger on him. As for him, he only endure it in silence.

After a couple of years, the guy finally graduated & decided to further his studies in overseas. Before leaving, he proposed to the girl: “I’m not very good with words. But all I know is that I love you. If you allow me, I will take care of you for the rest of my life. As for your family, I’ll try my best to talk them round. Will you marry me?”

The girl agreed, & with the guy’s determination, the family finally gave in & agreed to let them get married. So before he leave, they got engaged.

The girl went out to the working society, whereas the guy was overseas, continuing his studies. They sent their love through emails & phone calls. Though it’s hard, but both never thought of giving up.

One day, while the girl was on her way to work, she was knocked down by a car that lost control. When she woke up, she saw her parents beside her bed. She realised that she was badly injured. Seeing her mum crying, she wanted to comfort her. But she realized that all that could come out of her mouth was just a sigh. She has lost her voice……

The doctors says that the impact on her brain has caused her to lose her voice. Listening to her parents’ comfort, but with nothing coming out from her, she broke down.

During the stay in hospital, besides silence cry,…..it’s still just silence cry that companied her. Upon reaching home, everything seems to be the same. Except for the ringing tone of the phone. Which pierced into her heart everytime it rang. She does not wish to let the guy know. & not wanting to be a burden to him, she wrote a letter to him saying that she does not wish to wait any longer.

With that, she sent the ring back to him. In return, the guy sent millions & millions of reply, and countless of phonecalls,.. all the girl could do, besides crying, is still crying….

The parents decided to move away, hoping that she could eventually forget everything & be happy.

With a new environment, the girl learn sign language & started a new life. Telling herself everyday that she must forget the guy. One day, her friend came & told her that he’s back. She asked her friend not to let him know what happened to her. Since then, there wasn’t anymore news of him.

A year has passed & her friend came with an envelope, containing an invitation card for the guy’s wedding. The girl was shattered. When she open the letter, she saw her name in it instead.

When she was about to ask her friend what’s going on, she saw the guy standing in front of her. He used sign language telling her “I’ve spent a year’s time to learn sign language. Just to let you know that I’ve not forgotten our promise. Let me have the chance to be your voice. I Love You. With that, he slipped the ring back into her finger. The girl finally smiled.

Just watched Scott Pilgrim last night.. again. It made me think about my life and how i treat people especially women. Hmm.. Scott was on the verge of becoming an evil ex and then he found out what he needed to do to be good again. now i’m beginning to wonder if any of my exe’s think i’m an evil ex or if ever they would form a league of evil exe’s hahahaha!! i hope not..

ever had the chance to be friends with someone and at anytime of the day you could call her up and hook-up or should i say make a booty call? It may be the best thing in the world now but in the end you’ll realize that it’s gonna cause problems. lalo na kung di malinaw ang relationship nyo, example kala nun girl na kayo na pero di pala, tropa lang tingin mo sa kanya pero may nangyayari sa inyo, kaya pag nagsyota ka, selos at problema to the max yun.. hmm.. mahirap kasi pag ganun talaga, ang masaklap nito pano kung may nararamdaman ka na pala kay girl pero para sa kanya hanggang dun lang relationship nyo and nothing else.. hay!! hirap ng ganitong predicament.

 lets enjoy it while it last!!

SHIT I HATE MY LIFE HAHAHA!! 

Ang weird ng araw ko ngayon, paglabas ko ng bahay para mag-jogging, may nakita ako clown?? in the morning ah.. tapos ang weird pa nakatitig sa kin ng matagal, e ako pa naman e may fear of clowns. bwisit, kala parang twilight zone ang nangyayari sakin eh, as in alang nadaan na tao, alang kotse, as in kami lang na naglalakad. ang masama pa nito same direction kami naglalakad at kahit saan ako umikot andun sya… pramis ah totoo to.. e di ako tuloy lang pagjogging(subdivision kasi) so nakaka-ilang ikot na ko bigla sya tumigil, e di ako relieved kasi nawala na sya. tapos pag-ikot ko sa kanto may clown uli.. weird talaga!! maya maya mga 20 minutes na ko jogging nilapitan ako nun clown, tumakbo ako(ano magagawa ko takot ako sa clown e tsaka anweird pa..) tumakbo din ang loko! tapos napagod na ko kakatakbo, isip ko shit bahala na nga, tumigil ako. paglapit nya sakin yun pala may party pala nagtatanong ng address, sabi ko sa dulo ng subdivision.. hay bwisit, pero nun tinanong ko sya kung may kasama ba sya na iba, sabi nya sya lang daw.. hmm isip ko baka may iba pang may party dun sa subdivision. yun bahala na hahahaha!! baka guni-guni lang yun.. bwisit napagod lang ko sa wala hahaha, exercise na din.. grrr!!!

Damn i got a fuck off sign on my forehead cause of you..

SO PLEASE JUST !!!!!!!!!

you have no wright to do this? get it yeah? yeah?

anyways.. you can’t just do what you want and not live with the consequences..

damn you asshole!!!